Everybody hates me & i don’t have no friends at school . The only people who are there for me , is the boys who think i’m pretty . & when i , as nicely as i can , reject them , they start to call me names . Then different guys from the same crew start to like me , i only talk to one of them & they start to all talk about me to the one guy , because i don’t mess with them & he leaves me alone cause the rumors they spread around about me . i tried seeing if i could move to a new school , but because of social media (facebook) , peoplefrom the other schols don’t like me either . girls are waiting , just to fight me . i don’t fight either . some girl , i never even met or talked to , is ready to fight me . my (now ex) best friend from eighth grade hates me , for i don’t even know what … i don’t know what to do anymore . i’m just ready for god to be ready to take me . i hate myself for letting things get like this …
" wake up in the morning & i ask myself , ’ is life worth living ? should i blast myself … ’ don’t even wanna get outta bed , i got the glock to my head , feel i’d rather be dead . “
Whats ur sexuality?